I haven't really gone into many details about the feelings you experience while planning a wedding. It's a roller coaster ride.

I have felt everything from anxiety to extreme happiness. Today I am this really strange hybrid of anxiety, tears, and happiness.

I am home sick for the day, so while trying to work on some things I wanted to finish today I was listening to music that I would want to play at our Reception. I figure it's better to start compiling the playlist now.

I started watching a couple wedding videos of couples first dances. I am smiling and crying. I'm not sure if a lot of brides experience this 'Wow I cant believe that it's happening to me' feeling- but it's really indescribable until you feel it. I'm just so grateful for the wonderful man that I have, and that he chose me.

Enough sap for now-

My hair has now been dyed for the wedding. It's brown/blonde again. I am too lazy to keep dyeing it fun colors. It's natural all the way now. We are officially under the 4 month mark, the reception decor is done, the flowers are ordered, we even have a quote for our Honeymoon from one of the girls in my office. Nothing new to report other than we ordered Dean's shoes.

In a few days these will be arriving: http://rlv.zcache.com/frankenstein_shoes-p1672585896673314072nfa2_400.jpg

Love you all, I'm off to go lay down.